Monday, May 21, 2007

Heart Pain

Right now, my heart hurts.

Not that kind lah! Or else i will be on the way to hospital liao.

My heart hurts emotionally. Throughout my growing years, i have crushes, lots of them. But, crushes are after all. crushes. After a while, you will get over them. However, there is a girl which after 3 years, the feeling is still there. I thought i have got over it after so long but i am wrong.

Today, in fact, just 15 minutes ago, i saw her at the market near my house.

She is not alone.

She is with a guy.

I can't remember the guy's features but they seems to be close, close to the stage of being in a relationship.

Why? Why let me see her again? Why of all places, the market near my house? Why can't i just forget her? Why must my memories be triggered again? Why can't things remain the way it was, the state where i have not thought about her for at least 1 year? Why?

Ouch.

Ouch.

It hurts.

Really.

[Song on repeat mode: Jay Chou - 退后]